♠ freakin nite~~

yesterday....

my friend send a msg about NS to me...

but i didn't even want to bother it...

coz i'm SCARED~

but at nite...i decided to face the truth...

i sent a msg to 15888 as told by my friend and waited for reply~~

it makes me really really nervous....

i sit there and waited....

my friend said that it just take 1 minutes....

but i waited for almost half an hour....

then i was thinking....."what if i really am that LUCKY...."

the more i think , the more fear comes onto me....

i can't sleep well , nor sit well....

my tears are by the side of my eyes....

if i were choosen....i might be place to sabah....

its really really far away from home~~

I LOVE TO BE HOME....!!

i kept looking at my phone , waiting for an answer...

FINALLY...after waiting for an hour , there's a msg from 15888.

i was so nervous....should i see or not....

3 months....

how should i survive 3 month in somewhere that i don't call HOME...?!

i took a deep breath....

n read the msg.....

OMG....!!

is it true...?!

then i checked my ic no. again to comfirm that i didn't type wrongly....

YUPE....nothing's wrong....

"maaf!!

920103-xx-xxxx

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menyertai PLKN

Siri 7/2010.Terima kasih"

thank god.... ~